Sunday, November 1, 2009

Coward...

Baru je balik dr Notts Games...best la gak...jumpe ramai msian...ade lah sesuatu terjadi kt aku...i hate myself for being such a coward..huhu..adelah someone nie aku admire from matrik dlu..tp tk rmai yg tau ah..coz time matrik die agak femes..so kalo owg tau cnfrm owg ckp aku suke die coz kefemesan die..tp bkn tuh yg aku nmpk..die penah 'tegur' aku n kwn2 aku time di matrik dlu..sejak dr tuh aku segan ble jumpe die..n lme2 perasaan tuh jd lain..tp tk penah aku luahkan..lgpn die tuh kalo nk banding dgn aku, mmg jauh sgt..perangai aku n die mmg lain sgt2...hala tujuan hidup die mmg dh bole nmpk yg die akan berjaya..aku plak msih kabur2..

skrg die study di uk..n aku tau die akn ke notts games..kpd kwn2 aku yg bce nih, mmg aku dh de bf..tp perasaan kt die nih maseh tk dpt nk jelaskn..please dnt judge me..so,balik pd cite..aku tnmpk die pagi td..mse die nek bas..time tuh hanye Allah je tau pe yg aku rase..huhu..aku tried to be cool..pastu dh tk jumpe smpai la nk ptg dh..die bru je kuar surau...aku tgh tggu kwn2 aku selesai solat..n aku trsgt le dekat dgn die...tp aku tkde kekuatan tuk nk tegur die...n aku biar die pegi mcm tuh je..huh..now nie aku mmg sgt2 nyesal coz tk tegur die..that's all for now..tkde mood nk post gambar notts games..nnti2 ah..huhu

5 comments:

zz said...

ili coward? sounds weird...

Ilidina.. said...

well z...i am..huhu

AmIRa is mIRa said...

hi..don't try to be coward...
tegor je...lagi best kot.

WHO?DA said...

woi..ni aku ni..knal x???huhu

Ilidina.. said...

amira: t owg try tegur die..huhu

whoda: mestilah aku knal ko..hehehe